Sins

 Yes

I commit horrible sins

but unlike you

I do not

Boast

that

they are ok

to do

I know they are still wrong

even if

I was

the abused

God

help me choose !

And still

The Lord

says nothing at all

but I am to assume

control

of me

YES ! WE HAVE ASSUMED CONTROL !!

OF THE SOLAR FEDERATION !!

get a hold

of

thee

But the socialists

say

all is hell

anyway

and all is Gay

supposedly

according to thy woke

yes

the communists

they drive porn

into brains

THEY MAKE PEOPLE INSANE

AND THEN THEY LAUGH

AND INHALE MORE COCAINE 

UP in their air conditoned offices

and swivel chairs

Hollyweird

Hollyweed

NOT HOLY AT ALL !!

as they drive

chopsticks

into ears

THEY WORSHIP SATAN !

666

No God

for they

they hate

MASTURBATE

AND BERATE !

THE LITTLE PEASANTS

that they are so above !

Yes,..they are oh so full of charity

and always seem

to declare

it

to be love

and from that dove 

above

they live in a grove or a glen or a ridge

somehwere

money up the ass

as they trade yen

they aren't your friend

they are the hairy chested men

their God

the big friendly

all loving 

Gay one

up there

who only hates those rednecks

and bigots

as He loves

high taxes

and suits

at the top

And just the other day

they found a dinosaur

egg

and with a well preserved fetus 

and I'm surprised

that

the liberals

already

didn't delete it

and abort

their brains plugged into a port

THE MATRIX !!

SOME MYSTERY FORCE tells them to lie and lie

and when the shit gets bad, they better beg and cry !

which is what they do

well

YEAH WHICH IS WHAT THE DO BEST !

THEY CAN'T PASS A TEST

THEY CAN'T MEMORIZE

THEY JUST DREAM OF HER THIGHS

THEY GOT CONNECTIONS UP THE BUTT

they got old money and legacy currency

and bimbos and sluts

who will peg their butts

and they don't care !

they wear Haines under-ware !

AMIGO !

YES I SIN TOO

SO FUCK IT

WHO CARES ?/

Certainly not God

I guess

He keeps me doing it

or is it me ?.,..

For a moment

for a moment,..

and Yes !

as they wipe out your speech

and then their God

and mine too

will send you

down

to 

their 
hell

too

Yes

I too

commit horrible sins

but unlike so many

I do not try to justify

and or

make them right

I know

I am wrong

so I pray

and maybe

unlike you

AND YOU

TOO

THINK ABOUT IT

WHAT

DO 

YOU DO ?

BEFORE

you sleep

do you just go ?

well

that God up there

will send you to hell

if you're caught

in

a mortal sinful state

and like most of us

and practically all

so good luck

I say

to

thee

and you think

I'm full of shit

well

You'll

just

see

but I hope not

I hope you go up

when you die

not

down

So make sure

that

you listen'

to clowns

like me

should you

see one

or bump into

thee

,.. And

I'm so bitter at God

for his lack of sense of humor

but then he presents me dinosaurs, Ufo's, and DNA

as he says

well

whose funnier than me ??

yeah

that's pretty funny

I guess

and now I am mystified ,..

and confused yet even more

why

God is like that creepy uncle

and that the liberals abhor,..

it just turns out

in the end,..

and where does creativity come from

and is it good or bad

or does it even matter

to send

to mend

or

to blend

in the end

when

we pray

Jose

and at the time, I felt like that

but I do not feel that now

I've grown

and in the moment, I did that

once or twice

way back then

but 

I will not do that now

I've learned

Yes

I commit horrible sins

and i even do it now

them

and with all my knowledge

and prayer

but I could stop

if I really had to

if I really wanted to

but and God wants me to

or perhaps he does not

He can't

Got to sin now to save some life

I do not now know

perhaps

or maybe not

and sin is never good

but I would not have her now

without sins

of yesterday

flushed away

wouldn't be here today

Oh Lord

Oh retched me ,..

rejoice !!

Sodomy For The Tillerman - A New Works 2021.

 And I lay me down

as the carpet

that the others can walk upon

so that they can be saved

and go up to Christ

and get out of

this place !

and maybe just maybe'

the Lord might save me too ?

but probably not

I am so far from perfect

and I enjoy the ruins

the parts that kill

they are my thrills

yes,.

but that's ok

He will probably condemn thee

yes me

to a life in an iron cage

and much

just like my dreams

As they laugh up there

and pour more acid over me ,.

this

He gaveth me

and hardly anything else

rare fun

'or victory

oh retched me !!

and

the pretty

the beautiful girls

they walk upon me

up to Christ

yes

They are the wise

and important ones

not me !

away they go

and I stay down here

and in a world of shit

Sodomy for the Tillerman

and he condemneth me

he gave me a life OF THIS !!??

,..well 

I GUESS I DESERVE IT

OH WELL

AND I TRY TO PRAY

or maybe I do not deserve this

and AT ALL !!

I am being used for some divine device ?

a machine that floats in space

like the Old Man

in the Cave ?

who saveth all ?

then they killed him !

and the young millennial

buttfuck brigade

they ok !!

everything

now

is not a sin

for

THEY HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO WIN' AND ROT

ALL OUR EARTH IS TO BE SAVED

and only the wise priests and the so called righteous are to be martyred

smash and grab'

and release

Most are hypocrites

everything evil now

is NOT THE SIN

JUST THE REVERSE;

THE CURSE

IS

TO

BE DEFIED !

ALMOST NOTHING TODAY IS TAUGHT TO BE WRONG !!

never

except

telling the truth

OR WHAT USED TO BE IT ,..

as Christ see's it

and or the righteous

yet Christ only sends volcanoes and earthquakes and tornadoes

and out to the faithful rednecks

as they sodomize cattle

and vote three times for Trump

some more

while it seems like

He lets the whores

have more

fun

as usual

and as the young CNN

woke liberals scream at you ,..that you are a

hypocrite

and

just like back in the 60's as they yelled "babykiller' only then to suck out the babies

with vacuum in hand

well

whose the baby killer now ?

motherfucker ??

They watch pornography and deep butt fuck sodomize as they vote left and suck on another batch of their fattening fries

these putrid

liberal

fucks

no better than

the Trump 

cattle fucking

cowboy's

who sit on their sons faces

teaching lessons

'and disgraces 

and Fox News voluptuous lovely blondes bubbly and with Greg and fun

Fox news fun !!

they'll never fuck a scum

who votes for thee

like me

A five foot six

little flea

why ?

didn't they use to all

make fun of me ?? 

And I lay me down

and I betray thee

and only St. Paul

he might understand me

and I pray

and the Great Saint , He appeareth to me

in a dream

was it he ?

I'm not sure

but the old man

on the Great Chair

i bowed down

and he called me gently

"Rock"

My Confirmation name

Roque

I haven't heard

since 1979

yet

there it was

in some modern random dream

today !

Lord,..I don't want no more tornadoes

you've proven enough for now

Lord; We need forgiveness now

We need good death today and for the wicked who deserveth ,..

Why don't you send the San Fran Gays a quake " ?

Or accidentally blow up Iran

or that creep guy in China ?

And make it THE BIG ONE !

instead of ruining our farmers

who we so desperately need

to deed us

TO FEED US

AND TO READ US ALL

the way it should be

as it should be !

And ,..

I lay me down

Just like the Lord, I will suffer one thousand deaths and again and again

torture is good

yes,..it must be good

for

its practically all i get

 or at least 

that's what it seems 

to me

when i go to sleep

in my dreams

yes I pray

but to the Lord above

it is not enough

just look at our world today

Satan is in control

and only the thin blue line

of priests protect us all

with their prayers

way up there

in some mission

somewhere

And Thank God

that God

listens to THEM !!!

AND WHY DOES GOD DO ALL THIS ?

WHY IS ALL A TEST ?

WHY DIDN'T HE JUST BUILD HEAVEN FIRST AND leave it at that !?

because he's just like cool kids back in the 70's

in the end

he wants to find out

who the pussies are !!

AND WEED THEM OUT !

and he made them that way

a game that He plays

and always ,..

and all is blasphemy

And he says he is sorry he made us

and destroys us all

again and again

which is what we deserve

and he bewilders us some more

daily,..

He tricked us with dinosaurs in the ground

and he baffled Darwin with DNA !!

Too LATE !!!

And faith is a mystery

sums it all up

and your little child slips away

and just as she learns your name

one day

and don't think i didn't notice !

the same old lame shit

that I always get,..

yes,..

I lay me down

on the ground

so all of you can use me

walk on me

its all I really ever get

AND YOU ALL KNOW IT

TOO

AND YOU ALL SAY

you've had it rough too

yeah

sure you have

you're all just as fucked up

as me

well isn't that

JUST GREAT !!

They Prepared the Cattle

And in the Great Hated kingdom

something was brewing

the world learned to control

they put the socialists in charge

and to extol

smash the dissidents 

occasionally the righties would brew

but it was all under control 

and into your hearts they flew

and they flew out the back

but

they tore out your

heart

but sparked your mind

and your kind

rewind

no we can go back

and change your

sign

and the World watched

as man

took up arms 

they prepared for battle

and much like cattle

they herded in hate

some pretend to love

some fly

they flee

a so called dove

but its all BS

they all hate one and the same

so lame

no poetry

in this

game 

they drink coffee

and go insane

they love

they let

they are disregarded

as we 

and she

left me

or was it I ?

who fled

dead

perhaps

but what does it matter now ?

God promised me Heaven

or maybe it was just man

I don't know

all parts made in Japan

and the love

you take

you steal

you break

God

He is the reason

or maybe just a a season

We made up

or maybe we just end up

in  a box

or maze

and we might deserve

forever

searching and scratching

as if a mouse

run from your house

and the neighbors watch

they are beating you again

chasing you down

and

they want to abuse

use

you've no escape

their Christ

is implanted in your brain

and outside

that Universe

is Atheism

a deadly curse

that goes nowhere

and with dinosaur

in hand

and

I'm just waiting for the man 

The Intelligencia

And

oh look

the socialists

and youths

have outvoted us again

the intelligencia

and here we sit

in mope

as they

four years ago

and on and on it goes

and i am taken to that room

where her

kisses and huge hugs arrived

that day

matured

and then she is taken away

so strange

forever

For that is how God does it ,..

and then

i am led to that place

where

they throw swords

at Our Lord

and oh how I complain

but never

suffered

quite like He

or did I ?

And

was it even worse ?

And this is all a curse

and all the while

they tell me

its not so bad

and I should be glad

for everything I ever had

and oh look

the right out-tricked the left

but lost

but then the leftist did his usual best

and failed another test he passed

and committed suicide

or homicide

and to him its

all the same

so lame

a martyr

To be worshiped 

in this big game

the matrix

by the Left

and maybe even

some of the right

but all the while

not real

not relevant 

just

fake news

everything is used

and your money too

and maybe your girl

for your world

has been lived a thousand times

or more

905

and all you can do in the end

is

Just pray to that Lord

or honor

the porcelain gods 

Oh Look !

Lefty controls righty

wants his money

for his power

shower with pee

and just like the lonely

and this is all so fun

a sunset

trees

wind

and breeze

and followers

and friends

and happiness is a warm gun

it defends

Protection

and ,.. 

as

it brings THE END

and I crave an orgasm

my day's only pleasure

as I age

with limited treasure

my big moment

my end all end all

and then and just like the rest

it treats me bad

and i feel like shit

Guilty

and the fear

of being behind those bars

And much like Davey

in Head

and God is dead

time to pray to Christ

and make it all right

or go to rehab

for my plight

And when things get rough

I can always enter the Orgasmatron

when porn and prayer

flee

and or 

not enough

but

either way I am alone

undone

not having much fun'

yet tons

in my mind

alone

suddenly I see

an old fiend

and offer that hug

but its insincere

and he

or she

sends me on my way

again

and a bitter old senior grandma

pesters me

and bothering me

as I make my tea

So useless

the old

all they do is die

thats after

they cry and cry

and who can blame them

this was no Heaven here

for this was all atest

we fear

we may not pass

but probably do

just to get through

might be enough

it's so rough

some are raped

many are hated

many are envied

and berated

for just being themselves

or when they delve

off into something new

and my best times are always just erased

And by God

and replaced with the usual typical hate

memories

and I deserve it all

but I dream of her

at night

Cindy

and I seek a better life

but not as much these days

and here it comes round the bend

finally

the Rednecks win again

at last

and just like Reagan

back in the days

round and round it goes

it never ends

Taurus battles Leo

and all his friends

and racists are accused

by those who think nearly the same

the kettle is black

and all in His name

and the big machines they count

but in the end

they tell their lies

as programmed by Christ

and other guys

the smarter ones in the room

gloom and doom

and you think I'm full of shit

and maybe I am

but what does that make you

AND YOU

AS THIS IS ALL JUST A GAME

that ends with a huge bang

or maybe just black and silence

not even violence 

Yes the kettle is black

the kettle is green

and like nothing you've ever seen

and Woody Allen might even go insane

if he read this

but that's all part of the big game

OF LIFE

HERE

On Earth

Get used to it

Mother was an incubator

Father was the contents

but not for me

and maybe just barely

for ye