Thursday, May 5, 2022

Again

 .....and in the Grande dream

I saw the Lord
and we stood face to face
and He said
I'm sending you back

again

to live it all again
and I said i don't wanna go back
to that place ever again

Earth
and He said why not ?
isn't is so beautiful ?

and I said no its not

And He said "Don't worry , You won't remember any of this:
and I said;

Yes I will

and that even I
can recognize a machine
and calculus , and math 
that kill

and He said you just have to try
Harder
next time

and i asked him what are my options
and he said that I have none

again and again

and that 

 I must learn

and I told him
i had a thousand deja vu's

and 
I always knew
it was a plan
and one ,...  that I could never win
and He informed me I was wrong
and I'd  be doing it again

until I get it
right

and I wondered for a moment
as I asked;

can I just go straight to hell instead ?

because they might just be
one and the same
anyway 

and in the end

and he said you have to grow thick skin
and this time will be different
I'm  gonna remake you 6 foot three

and rich 
and they will all love you now

and I said to thee
I don't wanna be loved for that

just wanna be loved

for me

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