And I lay me down
as the carpet
that the others can walk upon
so that they can be saved
and go up to Christ
and get out of
this place !
and maybe just maybe'
the Lord might save me too ?
but probably not
I am so far from perfect
and I enjoy the ruins
the parts that kill
they are my thrills
yes,.
but that's ok
He will probably condemn thee
yes me
to a life in an iron cage
and much
just like my dreams
As they laugh up there
and pour more acid over me ,.
this
He gaveth me
and hardly anything else
rare fun
'or victory
oh retched me !!
and
the pretty
the beautiful girls
they walk upon me
up to Christ
yes
They are the wise
and important ones
not me !
away they go
and I stay down here
and in a world of shit
Sodomy for the Tillerman
and he condemneth me
he gave me a life OF THIS !!??
,..well
I GUESS I DESERVE IT
OH WELL
AND I TRY TO PRAY
or maybe I do not deserve this
and AT ALL !!
I am being used for some divine device ?
a machine that floats in space
like the Old Man
in the Cave ?
who saveth all ?
then they killed him !
and the young millennial
buttfuck brigade
they ok !!
everything
now
is not a sin
for
THEY HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO WIN' AND ROT
ALL OUR EARTH IS TO BE SAVED
and only the wise priests and the so called righteous are to be martyred
smash and grab'
and release
Most are hypocrites
everything evil now
is NOT THE SIN
JUST THE REVERSE;
THE CURSE
IS
TO
BE DEFIED !
ALMOST NOTHING TODAY IS TAUGHT TO BE WRONG !!
never
except
telling the truth
OR WHAT USED TO BE IT ,..
as Christ see's it
and or the righteous
yet Christ only sends volcanoes and earthquakes and tornadoes
and out to the faithful rednecks
as they sodomize cattle
and vote three times for Trump
some more
while it seems like
He lets the whores
have more
fun
as usual
and as the young CNN
woke liberals scream at you ,..that you are a
hypocrite
and
just like back in the 60's as they yelled "babykiller' only then to suck out the babies
with vacuum in hand
well
whose the baby killer now ?
motherfucker ??
They watch pornography and deep butt fuck sodomize as they vote left and suck on another batch of their fattening fries
these putrid
liberal
fucks
no better than
the Trump
cattle fucking
cowboy's
who sit on their sons faces
teaching lessons
'and disgraces
and Fox News voluptuous lovely blondes bubbly and with Greg and fun
Fox news fun !!
they'll never fuck a scum
who votes for thee
like me
A five foot six
little flea
why ?
didn't they use to all
make fun of me ??
And I lay me down
and I betray thee
and only St. Paul
he might understand me
and I pray
and the Great Saint , He appeareth to me
in a dream
was it he ?
I'm not sure
but the old man
on the Great Chair
i bowed down
and he called me gently
"Rock"
My Confirmation name
Roque
I haven't heard
since 1979
yet
there it was
in some modern random dream
today !
Lord,..I don't want no more tornadoes
you've proven enough for now
Lord; We need forgiveness now
We need good death today and for the wicked who deserveth ,..
Why don't you send the San Fran Gays a quake " ?
Or accidentally blow up Iran
or that creep guy in China ?
And make it THE BIG ONE !
instead of ruining our farmers
who we so desperately need
to deed us
TO FEED US
AND TO READ US ALL
the way it should be
as it should be !
And ,..
I lay me down
Just like the Lord, I will suffer one thousand deaths and again and again
torture is good
yes,..it must be good
for
its practically all i get
or at least
that's what it seems
to me
when i go to sleep
in my dreams
yes I pray
but to the Lord above
it is not enough
just look at our world today
Satan is in control
and only the thin blue line
of priests protect us all
with their prayers
way up there
in some mission
somewhere
And Thank God
that God
listens to THEM !!!
AND WHY DOES GOD DO ALL THIS ?
WHY IS ALL A TEST ?
WHY DIDN'T HE JUST BUILD HEAVEN FIRST AND leave it at that !?
because he's just like cool kids back in the 70's
in the end
he wants to find out
who the pussies are !!
AND WEED THEM OUT !
and he made them that way
a game that He plays
and always ,..
and all is blasphemy
And he says he is sorry he made us
and destroys us all
again and again
which is what we deserve
and he bewilders us some more
daily,..
He tricked us with dinosaurs in the ground
and he baffled Darwin with DNA !!
Too LATE !!!
And faith is a mystery
sums it all up
and your little child slips away
and just as she learns your name
one day
and don't think i didn't notice !
the same old lame shit
that I always get,..
yes,..
I lay me down
on the ground
so all of you can use me
walk on me
its all I really ever get
AND YOU ALL KNOW IT
TOO
AND YOU ALL SAY
you've had it rough too
yeah
sure you have
you're all just as fucked up
as me
well isn't that
JUST GREAT !!
