Cry and suffer ! NOT WITH THE CABAL !

 "MY GOD MY GOD 

WE ARE IN HELL"

BUT,..

I MUST AVOID THE CABAL !

THAT SECRET SOCIETY

Yes,..The Only One !

That can set me free !

at last !

Don't want to join

THE GANG !

ETERNAL !

I want

to

be

me !!

Supposedly Free ...

YES,..THE ETERNAL GANG

THE NATIONAL PEOPLE'S INSANE !

Wear the wrist band

and come be with Us !

Or be damned !

Dye your hair green or purple

inject yourself

with the Earth preserving "savior" juice

that doesn't even work

at all !

They worshop a Lord

....And watch them drop dead

and perhaps you too

under pressure

to be like

the rest !!

One of the Best...

Man.. and the Gods

have

to offer...

and enslave...

in a digital cave

Solitary

prayer

Relayer ...

THAT'S THE SIGN POST UP AHEAD

"OH LORD

IN HEAVEN

PLEASE MAKE IT ALL WELL"

So sayeth.... 

yes...

says the lazy man

genius

who quietly controls all

sleeps all day

and they can do nothing

not even

the Cabal...

sure they can yell

and tell...

but they're under his spell

but God is wiser

The Riser...

then men who sayeth;

"yes !

make it all great

like I ,... back when was young

again !"

BUT HE DOETH NOT LISTEN

AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

YEAR AFTER YEAR

ALONE IS MY FRIEND

"MY GOD MY GOD

WE ARE UNDER A SPELL"

the mathematics machine

it keeps spitting out data

AND WELCOME TO IT

MY FRIEND ..

ETERNAL INSANE END

GET UP On your soap-box

Speech

but

The bullet may Fly !!...

Remember !!!

They lie !!!

And they feel so alone

in their dwell...

crazy as hell

I need

a Southern belle

and,..

long ago

God took my hand

and he lead me through

the maze

We were on a journey

we stopped only for the best

but

on the road to Bangkok 

We discovered two young boys

they were insulting me

And at some school .... 

and mysteriously

they knew exactly 

what names to call me

though I thought

I really didn't know them

I guess they knew

me...

From somewhere ... or someone ...

I found the scene odd

and God said;

"Just forgive them,..

They know not what they do

they learned it

From the Devil...

the evil

and just like you

too"

and we traveled on ,..

and we kept coming to crazy scenes

and sometimes I looked around

to notice

that

not only was God gone

but my Angels as well

they left

and elsewhere

they must dwell

without me

I gotta do it alone

yes

sometime We all must

I guess

but then I see

the gods Return

and they are very much back

and with me

they pick up swords and guns

and they battle the Satans

and for me

and at the very end

they look at me 

in disgust

I should have handled it alone 

and without their help

and or knowledge too 

but

they always end up smiling

"We know its rough

and we also know

you're tough enough"

and they vanish

yes disappear

it is time for me

to use my spear

alone

and you think this life is a curse?

well

let me tell you

friend

the end

is a nuclear

WORSE

and some say that God is mean

but well

the humans are very

obscene 

and 

and these men

led me

through

a factory

and explained

how

important it all

was

while I laughed

and smoked weed

and read the creed

of the lazy man

genius

who controls all

with the sweat of a brain

and

I must stay indoors

and all alone

it is for all of your protection

for

the Angels all around me

they destroy those

who dare

doubt me

and or mess with me 

for I am one of the good

yes ,..and among the very best

and you are all bad

or something

like that

I dare not venture outside

someone will say the wrong thing

or look at me wrong

and that someone

will pay

the price

and i won't be the one

who orders 

the hit

For

it will be the Lord

and Hith

those Others

on that other side

who

shall

do the dirty work

for me

dirty deeds

done

dirt

cheap

and

the Lord

stood by

and allowed

you

to be raped, beaten, humiliated, and hated,.

and yet

you still praise Him !

well

good job !

genius !

thats great

masturbate !

at night

its all you got

dummy !

so think not

and write not

just be dumb

'round

the dinner table

where the liberals control

the scene

and the narrative too

you're little and dumb

and everyone

hates you

too

yes, few will back you

its funner to watch you

cry and suffer

"Go to the Mirror boy !!!"

and the righties are silent

as the table just sits

inanimate 

waiting to use their

hand

at night

its the best they got

and Scorpios and Geminis

fight

hard to deal with

and

as usual !

again !

and AGAIN !

AND LOOK AT HIM OVER THERE !

HE JUST SITS THERE

SMILING

HE KNOWS ALL

MAYBE HE

even has the most

money

he's not with

the Cabal 

at all !

and well

thats how you feel sometimes

and thus I write it

I don't hate God

it just seems it

I love you all

it just feels

like hate

thats

all